please

can someone please blow me away? im starting to fade and hold back myself. im not me anymore, i dont know who i am or who i wanna be. im standing on the edge, can someone help me to get steady again or i dont know what will happend with me in this sad horrible world. im afraid, so scared. why is everyone so inunderstanding? why does everyone have someone exept me? im just waiting, because i know that somewhere out there, there is a person who will understand me and then will everything make sense. but hurry destiny and please blow me away